A very short lesson in Psychology:

miuuuuuuu:

• When a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside
• When a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
• When a person talks less and if he talks fast, that person is keeping a secret
• When a person can’t cry, that person is weak
• When a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
• When a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
• When someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you

(出典: shyieesolove、elzbth492から)

Makeover!

I want pure natural hair XD

So My hair is divided into two sections!

One part is short and other is long. I want the long part longer:D

Then, I want to lighten my skin to match the bleached hair :D

Then, I want to lose weight so I could look like SNSD :P

Then I want contacts :D

Then I want new clothes :D 

Then I want to improve my personality and behaviors :D

THE END. Here Liezel :P

I can do this!!!

So yesterday I went to my art place’s headquarters for a celebration party!! I got to see so much works from different branches. Oh. My Gosh.

Did you see my jealous face? Hahaha, more like admiration XDD They are so amazing! I really want to be like them! Such realistic and perfect painting <3 -swoons- I love the character designs too XD 

I didn’t come out of that place with misery, self-doubt, and disappointment! I came out with determination, frustration, and encouragement! I want to produce art pieces like them and get accepted too :DDD Okay, acceptance is not my, nor is it ever, my main reason. Hahha, I was frustrated because I realized I have so much hard classes my high school years and these classes thwarted my from producing such amazing works. I just have less time AND IT MAKES ME MAD T_T

I missed so much time by studying so much for APs and doing homework.. Gahhh..

I really want to do well… I know this is bad, but I really want to prove to people I have talent…. I don’t want to be underestimated… I want them to know my potential and thus know my worth. I want them to know that I can do anything they ask if I just put effort, time, and determination. I just need to prove to people. (of course that means that if I were to make art pieces that people just don’t like, I won’t be like Vincent Van Gogh… He kept producing his own stylized pieces… I would just break down and quit or conform to the majority)…

I need to change XDD Jaimie’s future mentality: 

“WHAT DO I CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK!?!? THIS IS MY WORK AND I LIKE IT. I HAVE PASSION AND I HAVE MY OWN STYLE. ACCEPT OR GET LOST.”

assertiveprinceからの質問: no. me and anthony.

can I join in your fun  :DDD I need a makeover too :DDD

• gatsby: hey i just met you
• gatsby: and this is crazy
• gatsby: but i'm going to spend most of my life and wealth in an attempt to pursue you for your stunning vapidness and the warped image of yourself created in my mind as a precursor to my eventual fall
• gatsby: so call me maybe